Just Warm Up…
Today was the first match of tournament which just became worst, what should I say about our performance, it was actually like we haven’t performed at all, we had a descent loot, we landed at the perfect place, we looted as much we could, however we then also didn’t had much with us but I was satisfied with my loot except scope, I didn’t had any scope except red dots, well that was also nice I use red dots most of the time but it is not that much effective for long ranges, I can use it for mid range fights also but not for long range so I was kind of lacking because of it.
Well in my loots I had guns, which were actually not that bad I had a Assault M416 and a SMG Thompson, I can use M416 for mid range fights mostly and if I got descent scope like 3X or 4X, I can use it for long range too where as Thompson I took for close range fights because it’s firing rate is insane and it makes it deadly in close range just like UZI, well that was a descent and nice loot for a start but what happened we rotated for the zone and I caught by a squad alone, I didn’t took fight with them and I think they were also not in the mood of taking fight so they just landed 2 or 3 shots on my vehicle and I came out of their vision, well after that when I was reaching to my destination to my team.
My 2 teammates finished till then, they just went inside the compound I marked but they didn’t checked it before entering and they got finished that was a 2V4 situation and both of my teammates got eliminated there only, one was at a safe distance so I reached to him and we instead of taking fight, went for the zone we bypassed that compound and after that similarly we bypassed a cluster of compounds too and because of it we were going through hill, there were a squad camping out and what happened there the first one there knocked my last teammate remaining and somehow I knocked him who knocked my teammate but the other who was camping came out suddenly from the left and he finished me, so we got eliminated at 12th position without any kills.
Well that means according to the rule of points we got 3 points for position but 0 for kills, so our overall points were 3 only well that isn’t at all a good start for today but something made it not that bad, actually after our match was over the organizer messaged all the participants that today’s match will not be counted so that means the tournament haven’t started yet, it will start from tomorrow and I hope we will perform well tomorrow, we have practiced today but I don’t know what will happen tomorrow because the participants are literally on another level, I don’t even know if I will be able to take them down in head-on fights even, usually I am very much confident with my head-on fights but I am a little nervous after watching their level and all.
However I haven’t seen their game yet because I was able to knock one off easily and if I would know that there are more than 1 player I could take others also, well atleast I felt that, but then also I am a little nervous, well tomorrow I am just thinking to paly my game what I naturally good at, I can’t camp, I can’t survive, I can just finish my opponent and then capture their area, this is my playstyle actually and today the problem was I panicked so much that I forget my playing style and that made the whole blunder.
Well I will try not to repeat this mistake tomorrow, I will play what I am good at, I will not leave the kills which I could collect easily atleast I would have the finish points which can give a good boost in points to the team, as finish points are 2 for 1 finish, so I will try to collect them as much as possible, well I am just thinking all of this, everything depends there on many things, so let’s see what will happen tomorrow just hoping we will perform well tomorrow atleast we will not get eliminated so early and like we got eliminated today, it was literally ridiculous, actually today our IGL was just analyzing everything so he didn’t guided us for the movements we should take at that time so that where everything went wrong, well I can analyze a situation and I can do 1V3 atleast without any problem but I must know the exact number of opponents I have to take down.
Well that was wrong today and because of it just after knocking one I didn’t focused that much on other things and I also have to revive my teammate that was also a problem so because of these much of things I blundered and it became worse, well from tomorrow I will not even move without the decision of my IGL, so let’s see how much our performance will improve tomorrow, I am not thinking even of winning the match I just want to get in the top 5 position with some descent number of finishes in hand, that would be enough for tomorrow atleast, well that all will be known tomorrow only till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Bad performance doesn’t mean you can’t perform it just mean you are understanding things, so keep going…”
