Need rest…
Hello Guys,
Today was I will not say great day, but it was fine because family issue is becoming bigger day by day, so as much as I am trying to resolve this issue it is becoming more and more bigger and I am unable to handle that.
Well the only fine thing was I continued my course on great learning, so it was something I can say I did some productive stuff but productivity in stress is again worthless, so I don’t know what am I doing but I am trying my best to overcome this, but my mom.
Whenever I listen the voice of my mom, I again start feeling stressed, she tells whatever scenarios going in the house, daily I am listening a new fight going on in my family, and today I came to know one of my mom’s relative has died yesterday, I didn’t knew him but my mom was crying so much.
I am totally unable to understand what should I do, whenever side I am looking I am having a new issue, the reality is before I was thinking like you have everything if you have money but the thing which you can have even without having money is peace, and that is the thing I need right now.
From last 5 years I forgot my peace and worked as much as I could and now I am here in the project which I never wanted, I am having family issues, I am losing people, I don’t know why but everything I am having at the same time.
I am even unable to figure out any solution of this, I need rest for sometime, I don’t know when I will be able to get that rest, well I don’t know what have I written today but whatever came to my mind I wrote that, I am feeling so much hopeless right now, but still I can’t do anything else except hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“The only thing I am promising today to myself is I will never force anyone to do the work they are not interested in…”
