New is not always good…
Hello Guys,
You all knows that today was very important day for me and some of you may be waiting for this blog to know what happened today. Actually the result of the paper is I don’t know or I knows but I am preferring not to say because I don’t want that to be happen. So, I am just convincing myself that let’s wait for the scorecard, let it should say the result as it would be the final result of this test. If I will be qualified than I will go ahead in the section process otherwise not, that is it about today’s exam. I don’t want to talk about it anymore just waiting for the result, if something comes I will surely let you all know, atleast Rukhsar and Nisha must be qualified, just hoping best for the result as of now.
Okay next what is in my mind now? Actually I am a little bit confused today, I know I am very much confused person, I puts almost 3 to 5 questions since I have started writing. But I am like this only and I don’t want to do anything of it. Now coming to the confusion, I mostly writes about dreams, efforts and success if I writes something apart from my day. But the confusion is that what is the real success, just reaching to the goal that is it. What about the path or the journey to that peak, does it even matters or we just want to get the things done in any condition.
Are we really thinks even a little bit about the path that we take to reach our goal. I don’t know about you all but I would say as many people I have seen they doesn’t cares about it including me. I doesn’t even care about the path or journey, if one way doesn’t works than second or than third but my make target always remain to get the work done in any condition by hook or by crook. Sometimes I thinks that as much I gets closer to my destination it just keeps moving away from me and I just keeps moving and every move changes my character or nature little by little.
I am thinking if finally I gets the destination some day as hard work and efforts never fails not today but someday I will definitely reach the destination I set for me. But will I be the same person who has set the destination because if I changed than it doesn’t be the destination for me it will be the starting for new me and than this new me will set another destination for me and than this loops continues forever and this is the main reason of greed according to me.
We doesn’t comes in the greed as we were at the starting but comes when we change because new we needs more improvement and more level ups. I don’t know why am I writing this but yes this is the main feeling of my whole day. I knows that improvement is good and improving our skills and changing ourselves is the rule of life but at what cost. What is the mean of the reward if it is given after changing our nature. According to me leveling up and having new skills or updating your old skills are good but your nature should be same in the whole journey.
I know everything you does changes you in some means but that update or change must not be of your nature because it is not change it is alter. We all compromise to the situation which changes our nature just to get out of the situation and we think we sorted out the situation actually it is not sorted out we just came out of the situation that is it and we all are just doing it. I don’t know the solution of it, even I don’t know whether I am right or not but many times I feel like I am not the person I used to be earlier I am a whole new person now and at that time I misses the old me very much, it feels like being in a gathering of all the relatives and friends but than also alone, like missing to somebody which we can’t even figure out who and that is, we ourselves.
Okay I take a leave here because this is the workflow of the world and if you want to live in the world and be productive you must compromise with the situations and keep updating and leveling up all the time but from today I will try to change my nature as less as possible and what about you, just think about it…
“Next time you miss someone first check, may be it’s you missing yourself.”
