Love the change but can’t handle it…
Hello Guys,
Today I have done nothing special, actually today I was totally free and I the main this is I was knowing it, firstly I as usual took my class which was at 11:30 A.M. usually my classes start from 9:30 A.M. but at Friday and Saturday faculty gave us a special task from 9:30 to 11:30 named it as ‘ABCA Activity’, I don’t know when was it introduced and why it was introduced but for us it is kind of free class, when I asked my mentor she said it is basically self study and for all the conferences which our college will organize. So, we have to take all the conferences which they will organize even either they are of our field or not.
After class of 11:30 I had nothing to do so I started looking for something related to penetration testing and all, but in the middle of that I encountered a trailer of ‘Tandav webseries’, I liked the trailer so much that I searched it over the internet and it was released today only on Amazon Original, so I find the external download link and luckily I found 9 episodes of that series which has been released today, I watched whole 9 episodes today and I must say the series was literally phenomenal, I liked it very much and the end of it is very satisfying atleast I felt that.
One thought is just wondering in my mind, not related to Tandav, the thought is that is it right to take actions immediately as we thought we find the cause of a problem or we should verify it? Actually this question is wondering in my mind from a while today Tandav just strike my question again. Let me explain you my question, suppose you encountered a murder and police has find evidence against a person suppose that person is your friend but you are a person who literally supports justice but your friend is saying you again and again he has not done anything after seeing all the evidence which are just against him or her what will you do? Well, when I thought this scenario my mind always say, it’s a trap why it cannot be?
In India it is not very difficult to make false evidence and anyone can trap anyone just for personal profit without any personal rage, it could be a small part of a big incident may be taking place in the system or society, may be it is just to mislead some people from any other important and sensitive issue. It is very easy to manipulate people in shock, so why it can’t be an attempt to just take advantage of that. If you remember 2 boys who were encountered by police in a rape case, when I listened this news I don’t know why but my intuition was saying that they could be innocent this all drama of encounter was just to depress that case and original victims are free now and case is closed by killing 2 innocent people. I don’t know what was truth but why not is it possible? Why not all the evidences were shared with public why the encounter was so silent, if they were culprits than this was the best action by the police and I appreciate it but just think once if they weren’t.
Everyone is saying me to join government jobs and I won’t even try of it, okay I admit I deny it because I can’t study that much, required by government jobs to crack their exams, but I don’t have interest in them because if you are right your survival will be very difficult there. I accept to be scolded by a person known as Boss in any company but I cannot accept to be scolded by a person who doesn’t even graduate or may be sometimes not even 12th pass. And if you think you will change the system, you will change whole country than I am sorry but you are just going very very wrong. Change never can be from bottom it is always from the top if you want to change system than you should not be in the system either you should be the system or system should be under you.
And I know I can be for anything but I cannot be ever for politics because I know how much dirty this sector is and if someone gets into it to clean it, than he or she would get dirty but never can clean it. Accept it or not, but this is the fact. And the most complicated fact of this sector if you do good for country than people will be against you and if you wants to keep people on your side you have to leave the country behind and burry your ethics and moral. I don’t know how this problem would be solved, I finds various solutions for that but at the end I always reaches to a conclusion that is make you own country which is impossible so don’t try to change anything otherwise you will also be buried with your ethics and moral, Indians don’t like change and this is truth, bad but truth.
So, that is all for today I don’t wants to talk more about this topic because it is of no means, no one will understand and will forget in 2 days, everyone likes the word developed but they will never agree to do what it takes to be developed. So, leave it and coming to my work my third book had arrived and I have started reading it and I am literally liking it book is nice and explaining many things and in simple words, so I will continue to read it and hope I will gain atleast some knowledge and can implement it, so I am just trying let’s see what will happen in the future till than hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Sometimes you don’t choose the career, the career choses you.”
