Just waste of time…
Hello Guys,
Today my mood was actually not good my whole day went in just anger or rage. I have some friends with no goals in life and I am just carrying them to get a nice career in life but today I understood that I am just wasting my time and energy nothing else. I am thinking about the mentality of people in India.
India is known to be having very diverse culture, it says in every 5 K.M. tone of talk changes and in every 50 K.M. taste of water changes. I am today experiencing the change in mentality within a colony and within a house. You all may be knowing tomorrow we have to leave for Delhi as our TCS NQT will be there. We have got our Admit cards of it except Nisha, I don’t know the problem but she didn’t get the admit card of NQT. She talked to exam organizer, they told may be because of some incorrect detail it would be cancelled but you can still give the TCS hiring exam.
So, I just said her to go with us atleast she will have a nice visit and than we will give TCS hiring. She was okay with it, after some time Suraj cancelled his plan without any reason the main reason was he don’t have the mood of giving exam, I can’t understand the reason but okay I am fine with it, than Rukhsar’s plan was cancelled, I don’t know the reason but I am having the intuition that it would be because Suraj cancelled his plan as rukhsar doesn’t works with her own mind she just follows others if you say something to her she will just follow it, you just have to influence her and literally speaking it is not that tough to influence her. I haven’t done it because it was not worth it till she will not decide for herself what is wrong and what is right for her everything is worthless done for her.
So, the bottom line is Rukhsar and Suraj are not going which also means only I, Nisha, Shivani and Shivani’s mom are going. I am fine with it too now, after rage of whole day now I am okay with this thing. My rage was actually on Rukhsar, she is the only one who needs this company the most and now she is having the problem in going there to give exam. I am not explaining her anything and now I have decided from now I will not say her to fill any form or anything related to career. now she and Suraj have to decide everything by themselves for themselves.
we also had to submit our assignment before 5 P.M. today but nobody did it, where as I already told I can’t do that assignment that is not my cup of tea but than also no one did it yet now let’s see if tomorrow before 12 someone did it than nice otherwise I will give it a try I was actually looking whole technical side and this placement side for my group but my group is just sitting saying we don’t have time of doing anything we are not busy literally but just in illogical works and because of them we don’t have time to do what is really important. I told them to suggest some topics for major project but I didn’t got any.
I can’t understand what would i do of them in my whole group of Ashish, Rukhsar, Suraj, Atul and me, only me and Ashish are literally working for something everyone else are just making excuses and literally speaking ridiculously illogical excuses. But I will do my job I can’t leave Ashish just because of rest. Atleast he is doing what he said he will, he tells me everything of what he does I don’t know anything of Suraj, Rukhsar and Atul. Well today I don’t have anything else to say because today my whole day went in just this ridiculous thing. We haven’t decided where we will stay or what will we do there but that is the real travel totally unpredictable. Let’s see what will happen and tomorrow I think I will write this blog in my phone, I am taking my laptop just because if by chance WIPRO conducts it’s interview during that time when we will be there so atleast if we are not giving exam we will give that interview.
So, that is all for today and rest everything I will update as usually I do. So, let’s see what will happen where we will go where will stay and the most importantly, will we go? Most probably yes rest you will know tomorrow, is it sounds like daily soap episode? Well till than hoping for the best waiting for the rest…
“Don’t waste your time pushing people forward who can’t even take their own decisions by their own understanding.”
