Finally found the right thing for me atleast hope so…
Hello Guys,
Today was an international conference organized by my college, which was compulsory to take as our college instructed us. The conference was not of any means specially for Computer Science students it was some chemical and environmental types conference I am still confused why our presence was compulsory there. But it was, so we attended it and literally I fall asleep in just 15 minutes. It was not of Physics or Computer Science or not of any other subject which interests me it was pure chemistry and I hate it and the way they were talking or teaching whatever they were doing my hate was becoming stronger. So, I mute them and full the volume of music I was listening.
Mean while after muting the conference I just searched YouTube for hacker’s stuff and I watched a lot of videos mostly of hardware hacking and it’s tools. I liked it and I think this is the final destination of my career switching I chose it almost 2 years back also, actually I always switch between 2 total different fields of Computer Science one is Artificial Intelligence and other is Cyber Security or Hacking, I have interest in hacking from mid 11th almost but it’s most things were out of my reach at that time as I was not knowing how to use google to search sensitive things and find correct one from the whole internet dump. So, I just read basics concepts of these things and than I came to know about Kali Linux as I was collecting the information to learn hacking, but I dropped the idea because I wasn’t have laptop at that time, so I just read concepts and terminologies.
Than I found Artificial Intelligence and the courses and every information of it was easily accessible and it was a kind of a sudden trend in the market atleast for me, so I totally moved to it and after some days it becomes my dream project to build an advanced AI which is now referred as Singularity. But many of you may don’t know I was dropping my AI dream project at a moment of time and I literally cried for it for almost a week after when I accepted that okay there are many things to do, let’s start from the beginning I came to know there was a student learning hacking on it’s own so I joined him and learned essential skills and start thinking of making career in it and literally I was working for it too as I don’t have any other option at that time,
I looked for how can I join Cyber Cell in India requirement, exam everything that one should know to proceed career in it, I was happy that I was learning the field I always wanted to learn but I was somewhere broken too, because of an unsatisfied dream and this was seen by one of my friend and she literally supports me very much at that time and she takes interest in my dream project and devoted herself in my project fully, I am talking about Shivani if you are reading this, Thank you for supporting at the time when I even was not able to support myself. Than I restarted work in it but before starting I was still having doubt will be succeed than I went one of my college teacher to ask him can he help me getting an experience in IT sector of 2 years, if he could recommend me how to study or what to study or what exam should I do than he suggested me Innomatics in Hyderabad.
From than I again focused on AI, but now I was having laptop so I installed Kali to alteast get used to of it. That OS is one of my favorite now, so I think that decision of mine was correct but now I am again at the stage where I don’t know what to do as I have told you all I will stay out of all my existing projects as much as possible even I had made Shivani the head of my AI project so now I am again going towards hacking and I don’t know why I again and again comes to it and if I say honestly this semester I have nothing in my mind except hacking at all. So, I think I should make my career in this and the best part is I can make it and I can even achieve my AI dream project by making career in hacking as atleast I will get a personal funding through salary for my project so that I can fund atleast hardware and resources for my team which they need. So, I think I am going finally in right direction and hoping thing decision of mine be right.
So, for today I have just thought this all and analyzed this whole scenario number of times with different circumstances and in the worst one also this is fine and if worst is fine than where would be best, just think about it. But this has time in becoming reality and I am still on it to make it best, let’s see when will things become best for me till than hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Doesn’t matter how much you run, at last you will return to home.”
