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Hello Guys,
Today I has to leave for New Delhi as you all may be knowing that we have an exam of TCS NQT in New Delhi but before that I want to clear some things, okay so let me start from the beginning. So, first in the morning I was having 3 classes from which in first I was late, not late very late actually I was in the class at almost 10:15 or 10:20 and class gets over at 10:30. So, I was literally very much late, well that class was not of my interest as it was of Software Project Management and if you know me personally you would know I don’t like this all documentation and formal procedures at all. So, it was okay to not take that class but I got attendance eventually, so that was luck by chance or may be my timing was good we can say anything of it.
After that I was having a Physics class which I thought was of Math, because of which I got a little late in that class but that was fine everybody knows I never comes on time so, that was not a big deal, after that I was having a class of English, so I took it but in that class something happened which actually strikes straight to my mind, that something was Rukhsar’s behavior, actually what happened in our English class our teacher asks questions in the end of the class related to the chapter he just taught. So, what happened he asks Rukhsar to give the answer but she was not giving the answer and at the last sir said if she will not give the answer he will send her out of the meeting and no attendance will be provided.
At that reaction of Rukhsar was so weird that I was just shocked, she just shouted in the class ‘do that’ almost 10 to 15 times. At the end she muted herself and sir just did the same he said he disconnected Rukhsar from the meeting. I was just thinking what the heck was it. This is the final semester and in this semester she is doing these all things what the heck is going in her mind. I just completed that class after that I just talked to Nisha and than I just called Ameen, he is actually boyfriend of her. I talked to him because I was thinking may be something is wrong with her may be she is in some problem so may be Ameen knowing it.
He told me everything happened in last 4 to 5 days between both of them. Rukhsar, I am not mentioning everything here because I think that will not be appropriate but I just want to say one thing, you had a problem you can directly come to me and tell me about that problem instead of keeping that in your mind, if you asks for help I will definitely do it but if you are thinking I will ask you what happened what is the problem that is not possible and if you thinks I was angry from you. You could explain me things you could try to sort out everything but, okay leave it I am not saying anything I am just saying a thing if you wants to talk to me just call me I will pickup, atleast now I will pickup.
Okay leave all that, the bottom line was if someone needs help they could ask for it to get it, if I can’t solve any problem but I promise I will not leave you in that problem alone. But the only condition you have to make sure I would know the problem and problem means problem not excuse because problem can be solved excuses can’t, so if you really wants to solve it you can ask for it and if you want to confess or explain anything to me you should atleast try. I know my rage is not easy to handle but the problem of that is no one ever tries to explain me anything in that situation i admit that is tough too but if somehow you manage to explain it to me, my rage will over at that time only.
And thing I am frankly speaking this rage and anger is nothing infront of range I had earlier. But that rage is just seen by some people only some of them are Deeksha, Pawan and unfortunately Shalini, if you know her fine and if you don’t know her more than fine. So, if you are in contact with them you can ask for that to them but I suggest not to do that specially not from Shalini. Well, keep that all a side I hope Rukhsar can understand that not talking is not a solution to anything, if she has a problem just try to make me that listen.
Coming out from that I just started packing my bags approx. 7:00 P.M. and than after confirming everything my dad and mom dropped me to the railway station. After I reached at the station I called to Shivani and asks her where is she? She, her mom and Nisha all was already on the platform I checked in for the platform and after that for meeting to my mom and dad they just came to out of the station, I called Shivani again to ask where is she? She replied we are out of station with your parents, I just than gets out of the station and than again checked in there. Finally we are now in the train and I am taking my laptop with me so I am writing this blog in it only. Rest I haven’t got any mail from any company for further procedure of any placement as soon as I will get it I will let you know, and what will happen in Delhi I will let you all know, till than hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“I may be not talking to you but I didn’t left you, just try to contact me atleast you should try…”
