Sadar Bazar and Chandini Chowk…
Hello Guys,
Today I just visited places, actually today we had plan of taking Shivani with us as she was the only one who was not able to visit any place with us just because she is staying with her relatives so today we took her also and visited Sadar Bazar and Chandini Chowk, let me start from the beginning, actually in the morning we were just thinking when we have to return as we had to book tickets for return.
So, I looked tickets of tomorrow night but we they were actually expensive and Shivani also had to leave for Dabra from Gwalior as soon as she reaches Gwalior and if we go from the train at the night than we will reach to Gwalior at almost mid-night and than no bus will be available for Dabra so we decided to book tickets of 22, actually this idea was suggested by my mom. So, we just admit it and find the train on 22 at 2:05 P.M. and it will drop us at Gwalior at approx. 7:30 P.M.
I was trying to book tickets of that train from my paytm but some problem was occurring in payment process, I tried 2 times and payment was initiated 2 times but not completed which means 2 times amount was debited from the bank but tickets were not booked even once. Than I stopped trying, Nisha asks to try once from her phone as she will pay from UPI so may it work, and she was correct so tickets were booked from her phone but the bottom line is tickets are now confirmed.
Well than we left for Shivani’s house so that she can join us and we all will travel some places together but in the middle of the way she called and said she will come to metro station so that time will be saved, I agreed to her words and than we first went to her metro station and than went to Sadar Bazar. I want to ask people those who says it is a great market, what was great in it and where the hell was market there. If that was market than my Gwalior’s local area where I lives is bigger market than Sadar Bazar. I should declare it as market, that was the first thing came to my mind when I saw the market.
Well we just went in it and there was a park so we went there and rests sometime there than we decided to go to Chandini Chowk and I just agreed because it was near to our station from where we have to get the bus for the home. So, I just instantly agreed to the offer and than we went there, it is basically famous for 2 things first is a market and that is literally a nice market, second is a Gurdwara, which I wants to visit because I haven’t went in any Gurdwara ever and more than that Nisha wants to go Gurdwara very much from the day she came to Delhi she was thinking of it.
Today finally when we were in the Gurdwara, I was just seeing her face in the whole Gurdwara, because there was a little girl infront of me who was actually very happy, she was not showing the joy but I was seeing her joy there I don’t know why and how I was able to see it but I was just seeing joy in her heart and what is more better to see than a girl with responsibilities in joy. She is literally very hard working and very dedicated to her future but the only thing in her is she takes everyone with her everytime. This is good thing ethically and socially but this world didn’t needs that much good people too.
Well, I just liked to see her joy as I can’t see that often when she really shows them, I don’t know why but it doesn’t seems the real joy to me, sometimes I feels that joy like when she tells some incident of her past or when she didn’t thinks of the future, I don’t know why but okay leave it, so first we visited Gurdwara and than we visited the market there and did some shopping there. Than we returned to our house, when we were returning she reminds me someone I don’t want to even think of.
She said something which reminds me that someone, she was actually looking today’s photos and said photos are not nice but okay as the memories, I replied “I already told I don’t liked to be in photos so the photos I took are not good”. She said okay I will send you these photos after 10 years, and than I will see you reaction and this line immediately reminds me of that person I don’t want to remind. Actually this line says that we will be together forever and this line actually doesn’t fits in my life. 10 years are very far, as much I have observed my life no one stays with me for that long time except people I have blood relation with.
I hates these kind of promises because of just this reason, already one had broke this promise and because of her I don’t believes on any promises now specially of these types. I am okay with temporary friendship and temporary relation of every type. You can stay with me as long as you want just don’t promise or commit anything, you can tell me your feelings like I hope we will be friends just like this forever but just don’t promise. I hate fake promises and that is the reason I does very few promises almost close to none. I will try, I will hope or I will see, these 3 are best fits for me.
I don’t like promises not because of some emotional or past reasons it may be one of the reasons but the main reason is once someone did promise he or she has to keep his or her words in any case and in any relation either it is friendship or love no one should be any constraints. This is just my philosophy all you can have your own but my life is just like this and I don’t like promises just because of this. I am happy if you are happy doesn’t matter how and with who if you are thinking this is targeted to any one person than you are wrong I am just saying this because this is the truth so don’t run your brain’s horses. Well that was all for today I yet didn’t got any mail from any company and as soon as I will get any I will let you know till than hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Don’t promise something you have to regret later on…”
