In search of peace…
Hello Guys,
Today was Ram Navmi so today I had no classes so what I did today? Actually I am also thinking about this question, well let me start from the beginning hope we will know the answer of this question, so firstly I just woke up and as today was Ram Navmi so I had to go to temple, so I hope you all know relation of me and God, we both don’t like to see each other often, I just went because my sister went there and my mom sent some things for God and temple so I was just a delivery boy, I went and delivered all the things there.
Well after that I listened to some songs and I was transferring some files from my phone to laptop as I was running out of the storage actually I had downloaded some movies directly in the phone so I was transferring that, after that as I told yesterday I had downloaded movie The Karate Kid 2010, so I watched that, the movie was nice, inspiring and full of learning specially about how to live and what is the real dedication and many other aspects of life. So, I personally likes the movie but it is not for everyone, it is for people who are interested in Kung Fu or Karate as it is mainly Kung Fu centric movie.
After that I just did an assignment which Nisha sent me, and actually I believe in her so much that I haven’t seen that mam haven ’t gave us that assignment yet, but I did it because she sent me and that was of my subject, this much reason was enough when I asked her about it she said mam had mistakenly created this in a different subject it will be available when mam will correct her mistake. I said okay as now I had done it so as soon as mam will make the submission section I will submit it.
After that I talked to Suraj regarding an assignment of different subject so during that we talked about many movies but I found a web series to watch at that time, that was Modi actually 2 seasons are released and I was not having any news about it so I downloaded both and now I will watch both of them today I started first season and watched 2 episodes of it, but I am not convinced by it, it is not at all looking like a biopic it is looking like a well scripted movie to show an ideal person in the world, no one could be so much ideal except God actually, which they had showed in the series atleast in starting 2 episodes.
Because of this I was feeling bored from the series, it was looking like a heck of makeup has been done on a dummy of a man. It was really looking that much fake, well I don’t know the facts behind it but according to me no one can be this much ideal, after that I left my laptop for sometime and just rested for sometime I hadn’t slept but I was just resting for sometime actually trying to come out of the shock of the series that how could a normal human can be like this.
After that I watched Aap Ki Adalat one of Akshay Kumar and one of Kapil Sharma, I chose both of them because they both are great comedians and I literally realized the fan base of Kapil Sharma in that show, I don’t think the crowd behaved for any other artist ever as it did for Kapil Sharma, well I watched them both just for my entertainment and actually it gives you idea how to face interview or tackle sensitive questions in life if ever the came infront of you, that is the main reason I like to listen interviews but as you all know my favorite people are Sir RDJ and Elon Musk, but today I can’t watch their interviews so I will watch them tomorrow as they give the answers no one else can ever give.
Mostly I think of the answers of Elon Musk in the way of Sir RDJ, it is very great combination and I actually wanted to give interviews in this way that is why I tries to be like Sir RDJ and think like Elon Musk. Well after that I watched live India TV news as it was updating on politics and COVID which are actually topics of my interest, atleast for now. Technically that is all for today but let me tell you all one thing of my heart.
I am very much fed up of being here, I want to go out of my city as soon as possible sometimes I think I must run away from here and start my life from scratch any where else, will do whatever I can, will eat whatever I get or whatever I could afford, can starve for days but living here is becoming difficult for me day by day, I am feeling like I am losing my value day by day. I am not The Avinash Sharma I used to be before now I am just some Avinash Sharma I am feeling like that. When will this all get over I am just thinking this, asking this question to God again and again. I am literally want to quit now…
“The best lesson Corona had gave all of us is we can’t live with ourselves only.”
