What Logic is this…
Hello Guys,
Finally the day is at the end. I cannot explain what has happened today and how much has happened. Except one thing everything is just gone worst today. Firstly in the morning my dad as I told he started to wake all of us up at 6 A.M. by which I don’t have any problem, but the thing he says to do are not my cup of tea. He just has 2 things to point out, first is my physic and second is my writing. These 2 things I don’t like to listen and don’t even want to listen but he at the first strike said start writing 5 pages for improving you hand writing. My day was fully spoiled by these words only and I just replied with I don’t want to wake up do what ever you want to.
From that point he is just behaving like he don’t wants to talk to me. He is thinking I am doing this because I don’t want to get up early, how can I make him understand that the matter is the thing you says to do after waking up. I also don’t like when anyone says your writing is not good, your writing seems to be written by an illiterate. It hurts me too but now time is changing digitization is going on and now writing doesn’t matters. But he don’t want to admit it. The problem is not the efforts it takes but the worthlessness because from my childhood I have tried all the possible things by which hand writing can be improved I learnt almost all type of writings like cursive, typewriter, calligraphy nothing ever worked for me same goes for my physic my stomach has a problem i cannot do anything of it but no he doesn’t wants to understand.
I don’t know why can not I have any thing in which I am not good. I can understand things with great speed, I can learn almost anything in the world, I can imagine almost all possible situations of any plan, Why being good is not enough for people specially parents. A person cannot be good in every thing in the life there comes many things in which he or she can be bad but no you should be superman in each and every field doesn’t matter is it worthy for your future life or not but you should be an expert means what logic is this?
And this morning thing spoiled my mood for the whole day. But it is okay after my classes my friend and I went to my college he has taken admission in Sithauli campus and mine is Turari campus. But after his work of admission we visited to my Turari campus as he wants to see the college but Sitauli campus was restricted because of this COVID so we went to my campus and I show him my whole college after this much long time I was happy to go there. I was feeling so much peace there, I suddenly started feeling like pass out student all memories of every places were coming to my mind and that all was very nice and this all made me happy again. After that we visited to a showroom of laptop as Faisal is planning to buy one. So for general rate and model enquiry, we gets the list of models with all specs and prices and than we came back to home.
Than my good for nothing friend Suraj told me to download PUBG Mobile Vietnam version as India version is not released yet and global is ban here. So I downloaded it and it’s all resource packs than I started the game but my network provider Jio doesn’t allows me to login than I logged in with Airtel network but as soon as I switched my network I was redirected to login page by a prompt displaying ‘server did not respond’ and again I am at the starting of the story. So, I just uninstalled it than I was watching some clips of Iron Man 3 which reminds me my project and gave me new idea for starting a thing from a new way.
Now from tomorrow I will start learning Open CV which is computer vision and image processing library for Python and for real time systems I need it to gather information from the environment by real time image processing which is just possible by the Open CV library. So, I will start it from tomorrow so let’s see what will happen till than just waiting for my luck to be with me.
One more thing COVID again got the grip on my city because of which the hope of reopening college has been blown away which I already never had. But I am just hoping it will over before I will complete my college or the time of going to Hyderabad. My this year has been wasted but I don’t want to visit my next year otherwise my dreams will remain dreams only. So, just hope for the best with me.
“People can’t see the shine of diamond when it is not polished. Polish yourself in same way to show your shine.”
