What is happening…
Hello Guys,
Today’s day was atleast better from yesterday, I got my marksheets, uploaded them, website didn’t work whole day but now it was up from last half an hour so I took screenshots not only of 4th module but of all the remaining modules so that I could continue my work if next time website wouldn’t load then also, I didn’t done anything from the website today but now I know I will continue my work from tomorrow, apart from this as I told yesterday I will bring my cloths home so I did it, I had 2 set of coats, so I brought them home while returning from the college.
Today in college I met one of my teacher who taught us in the first semester he taught us Physics, I was finding my other teachers as well but only few staff was present in the college most of them are now also working remotely so I was able to meet only one of my teacher nobody else, well let’s see if I had again chance to meet them, for now my whole work related to college is over, I got all of my marksheets till 5th semester and 6th semester result isn’t declared yet so I don’t know when will it be declared but now I don’t even want to do anything I have done alot and I can do much more but I thinking just why?
Why should I do this, what is the reason of doing this, I was doing this just because if they conducted the exam offline then they will definitely conduct it after July and till then if I departed for Hyderabad and then they asked me to physically come and give the exam then it wouldn’t be at all possible at that time so that will be the problem that is the only problem because of which I was saying to cancel this online exam but as no reply is coming from my department and I was told that UGC itself isn’t giving any reply on this, so nobody is able to do anything regarding this.
So, now I am not doing anything regarding this if some problem will happen I will just say to my department as I won’t have any other option at that time, let’s see what will happen in this matter as I can’t see any solution of it as for now, so I am just leaving it on my destiny whatever it will have for me, well I just got a news that my grandfather’s younger brother died today, or I would died just half an hour ago, as we got the news. My father is actually not talking about it from then actually he is mostly silent for now, he actually don’t want to talk for now and I can understand it but actually I can’t say him to talk to me, so I left him with mom as for now only she is the one who can actually support him emotionally, I am a little bit bad in emotions.
So, I just left him with mom, I am thinking about grandfather for now, my dad will be normal by tomorrow morning but I don’t think so for grandfather, one thing is he is the eldest and his real younger brother died so, I am a little worried about him actually, well he is in Gwalior only with at my sister’s home he came here for marriage, now how will the marriage happen that is also a question, I don’t actually know anything in this matter for now, this news actually came while writing this blog only as the news came I went to dad and get all the news I could have, I was listening to news my mom was telling me but I was actually observing my dad so he was so silent that his silence make me feel awkward so I told mom to look after him.
Well, let’s see I will come to know about everything tomorrow, I will have a detailed discussion about this all tomorrow with my mom when my dad will leave for office. Well, now actually the only thing is coming to my mind is about my grandfather and about marriage what will happen I have no idea, let’s see what will happen tomorrow till then I have played game today and I was actually playing better today, the meta of the scope which I feels to be the best is of 3x, I had used it on M416, M762, UMP45, all of them were working great with 3x, either my recoil control has became great or the scope itself became the best but every gun has the perfect recoil with this scope and the worst meta of the scope I feels is to be 4x, it was so much shaky because the recoil I was feeling with it was insane, this much recoil I haven’t felt even with 6x scope, the control of 4x was just worst, either because of the meta or might be because of the gyroscope as it is not working perfectly, well whatever the reason would be I just keep that scope for emergency nothing else otherwise 3x is best fit for me as for now.
Once I will change the phone and with tweaking some settings, I am sure this issue will be resolved, as gyroscope plays a vital role in recoil control, so let’s see when I will get new phone, well as the situations are going in my home, I feel like I will get a new phone in Hyderabad only, let’s see what will happen that has a heck of time before that I have to see first what will happen tomorrow till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Your attitude tells what you are going to be in the future, so have it like a king…”
