Daydreams are also dreams to make true…
Hello Guys,
Today I just as I said started practicing M762, however I feels AKM is still far better then it, I took both today AKM and M762, however AKM was better for me now also I was able to do 1V6 even with AKM which I reached to 1V3 or at max 1V4 with M762, so I practiced AKM more then M762, however now I am confident with both I can use AKM for close range and M762 for burst shots with 3X however today in one classic match I got DP-28, with 6X I turned it to 3X and used it, it was greatly stable and I was able to eliminate opponents of even 500 meters with great accuracy, so I will go for DP in the tournament if I get it, DP-28 with any SMG, it would be great if I get UZI or Thompson or PP, because DP is great for all range fights but it is better to use SMG in close range.
As you all know no gun can take place of SMG in close range fights, their firing rate make them insanely deadly, so I will wish to have this combination, other then this my all time favorite combination is M416+M762, I don’t know why I am not able to use M762 in TDM as efficient as I use it in a classic match, well but if I get AKM I am fine with that too, so now I can use any gun literally any gun for almost 10 minutes in the starting I can even survive with pistols and all, obviously on a condition that their would be only max 3 opponents then only I can try for it, I could survive if I gets a little lucky too.
Well I am pretty confident with my assaulting now not that much confident that I am great in assaulting but atleast I am this much confident that I can survive and keep the one player of my team alive for the final zone till I am alive, so I am just actually practicing now also because I am doing these eliminations but these are not consistent, sometimes I play great, sometimes I again blunders, so now the thing I want is consistency, I am consistent almost in 60% but that is not at all enough so I am just still practicing to make it consistent because I don’t want to go to the tournament with 60% skills, I need them to be 100% which is I don’t know if possible or not but I am just trying to make it possible.
Now I am playing very well and all of my things such as aiming, reflexes, game-sense and all everything is on point but this all works when they are regular in routine, Whenever I still watch video of Jonathan or Regaltos or Mortal I still thinks I am standing nowhere, I know many people say don’t compare yourself or compete only with yourself that is true too, I competed myself and now I am far better then I was in the past but the satisfaction always lies when you reach the level or surpasses your ideals, I have 3 in this field and I will try to atleast become 10% of each of them because for now I can’t even imagine to play with or in opposite of them, I can say myself a player when I will be able to defeat them, I know this is very very very difficult task.
You all might know how much difficult it is specially if you watch gameplays on YouTube or if you follow eSports then you might know who am I talking about specially Mortal is the one who gets nominated for the eSports award of streamer of the year for 3 years in sequence and still counting as the third year is 2021 and I think he will get nominated next year too. Well, the remaining 2 are assaulters, from which Regaltos is king of assaulting in Indian eSports community for now and Jonathan is literally God of assaulting in Indian eSports community so I am just trying to be like them, obviously I have a dream to defeat all of them one by one but I don’t think that is even possible well, let’s see this is not at all possible with my skillset I have now so I am just practicing as hard as I can and that is working I broke my best record of ever, which was 23 eliminations in TDM and today I set a new best record which is 27 eliminations in TDM.
Well that’s enough for gaming, now coming to the professional world so as you all know I got mail yesterday regarding my final semester exam completion I filled completed in that but I didn’t got any reply form my department so I just mailed MD and VC today with whole my department in CC, VC has replied too but still I am confused about his reply he is saying if we can then conduct that exam in the college or online by our side but I am thinking, is that really a solution because if that exam’s credits are to be credited by UGC then how can they conduct that exam at there level.
Well I did whatever I can and I did whatever I feel is right to do, we also demanded an engagement session with MD so that we can directly talk on this issue to him because from behind the mails I can’t see and solution, so if everyone would be infront then we can talk more clearly, well on that also the same is happening no response, I don’t know what will happen of this I have filled what I think will be best rest I will see if any problem arises, well the last thing of today or I would say the best thing of the day was one of my friend gave me an earphone as my birthday gift and you all might know how much choosy I am, in case of my earphones but these earphones are literally the best for me everything is literally perfect, I love this earphone and the one who gifted me this if you are reading this remember I love you more then anything and thanks for the gift.
Well that is all for today so let’s see what will happen tomorrow and when we will get any update of our result of final semester and when will my dreams come true, well for now there is far way to go and many problems will arise in between we all know that but the one thing that I can surely say is that I will definitely fulfill all my dreams, I don’t know when this will happen but the thing I know is it will happen for sure, well till then I am just hoping for the best and waiting for rest…
“Compete yourself but don’t forget to defeat your idols, that is the real payback to them…”
