Everyone is Anti-Nationalist…
Hello Guys,
Today as usual from last some days I did nothing I just in the morning practiced PUBG Mobile but I don’t know why I am feeling like I am unable to reach my best level, doesn’t matter how hard I try but I can’t reach my satisfaction level, I am unable to understand why is this happening either it is because I can’t feel the game without it’s sound as my earphone stopped working so I can’t feel the game or might be because my phone just doesn’t supports my speed because of which it is unable to provide me that level of satisfaction or both might be the reason.
Well sometimes I feel like I should stop playing, sometimes I can’t even reach to my average performance my reflexes are just downgrading day be day, and I can’t even now use my game skills because I can’t even listen the foot steps and can’t spot opponent’s location, I don’t know when all this will over, hopefully this will over once I gets out of here which according to me is not possible atleast till mid of July or start of August but according to me the game’s tournament will be announced till then and I wanted to get ready with all the components, devices and team before the announcement of games but now I don’t think this all will happen.
I don’t know either my plan of eSports will be executed this year or not because once the starting tournament is missed then I have to wait almost for 1 year because the whole year only those teams will be carried forward who will perform great in the starting tournament, I don’t want to miss this chance it seems like I have to miss this chance because the situations are not suitable for me atleast for now they are not suitable for my gaming career, specially my devices all of my devices had stopped working at this moment, well the tournaments have time for now, even Battlegrounds Mobile India haven’t launched yet, one thing I am unable to understand what is the problem to the government with the game every time it is to be launched every time someone claim it to be ban.
What is the problem even it is the source of income for many people in the situation where many people are losing their jobs it is somehow contributing in the GDP but don’t know what is the problem in it. I am very much sure if this time game will not be launched or if it got banned I don’t know about the game but this time a cold war will start between gamers and government which will not be good in any situation in India, I don’t know why they are not paying attention to their own work, the funny thing is here country’s GDP is in negative double digits, unemployment rate is increasing exponential in the country, we are unable to conduct exams of boards even of those who are going to chose career further and government is focusing on the game ban, fighting on the name of country either it should be India or Bharat.
I know this is a good thing that now from 15th June our country’s official name will be Bharat but just think a second was it important right now, when people are just getting in depression losing their jobs can’t think about their careers and our country is debating on India or Bharat, I myself had written about India V/S Bharat firstly only by changing the name nothing will happen till we actually don’t know the difference between India and Bharat but no our government just want to make issue and divert people from the main issue like unemployment, education system, GDP decrement.
Well the problem is no one will focus on this at all doesn’t matter how much you could make people aware about it the government will never take action on these things and if someone from the citizen will take action for it they all will be declared as anti-nationalist, I assume that you all have watched Avengers Infinity War and Endgame, if you remember what was the objective of Thanos, his thinking was actually right and his objective was also right but his approach for it was wrong, but atleast he was trying for solving the problem similarly when someone give up on believing in the system they just want to solve the problems of the system but at the end their approach went wrong and obviously if someone is in the power he will not listen to anyone just like our government and then the citizens have to take wrong ways to make their voices listen.
I sounds to be anti-nationalist in this blog but actually sometimes this becomes important if you can’t do anything by the right ways you have to choose wrong ways if you really want the democracy and our country you have to choose wrong ways to do that but once you go on that way then you start to feel like dictator that becomes worse for everyone I don’t say to stay always on the right side but always remember why you have started to walk on this way and ask yourself will it worth for that, after that your all decisions will be right if not at that time then in the end but they will not be wrong and you will reach destination without being dictator and that was the real goal to start.
Well I am just saying this all because I am fed up with the system everything they show seems fraud to me in the starting the government was taking good actions in the direction of the growth and development of the country but from last 2 years they are just started kind of dictatorship and they are ending the democracy slowly slowly and once it will be ended up the country will again become slave and the development rate will decrease almost in the double digit or even triple digit, well I can’t do anything I am not an anti-nationalist and I don’t want to be anyone in this country can be once he gave up on the system so I am not in the mood of doing that but if they done something irrelevant to the country I might be so I am hoping that situation never comes so I am a middle class person who is just hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Sometimes you have to choose wrong ways to reach the right destination, if so do that…”
