In any condition…
Hello Guys,
Today’s day was pretty good and relaxing, if I put out the problem I told you yesterday. But overall today’s day was nice, I didn’t need to deal any problem, neither from college nor from home including the fact that the assignment that I was thinking to do today, had done yesterday after writing blog, don’t think I am dedicated to assignments or anything like that, I was unable to sleep so I did it just to get board but the thing sticks to my mind and my whole night was spoiled even I had put my phone a little bit far from me so that I would not use it and I will sleep fast but nothing works and my whole night was spoiled.
Than today I woke up at 5 basically, I don’t know when I slept or have I slept even or just took a nap but when I woke up it was 5 in the clock I again tried to sleep as I was not having any work to do and I don’t even in the mood of doing anything. So, I just stay on the bed, I don’t know have I slept or not because I was just looking to the clock again and again, I don’t know that was a reality or I was seeing a dream but that is all I remembered after as soon my clock hits 8 I get up from the bed because being in the bed was becoming very difficult to me.
The first thing I had done after getting up was booting my PC because every time I had an interview or exam my PC takes time in just booting and I don’t blame my Laptop’s processing power for that as I had closed the safe boot and fast boot manually by myself for installing Kali Linux in dual boot. So, I was already knowing my Laptop booting speed will drop, I was just not expecting the update time will took that much long that it basically takes now. But it is also the consequence of dual boot and other manual settings only. So, I can’t blame my laptop for that.
After that I just get ready for my interview as I had informed you yesterday I was having Hexaware HR interview today at 9:45 A.M. so I was getting ready for it and after getting ready I was having some time so I went to roof just to get some sunlight as it is the main power source for me. I can work without sleep but I cannot work without being in sunlight for sometime, those who are thinking let me clear I am not at all related to ‘Jadoo’ from any way, this is my birth characteristic or may be because my birth month if it has anything to do with person’s characteristic so that could be a reason.
Let’s get back to the topic my HR interview was nice, the questions were just like my interests, my location constraints if any, how much and what I knows about the company, that was all in my interview and it went pretty good I don’t know the result but if I have to rate my interview it was 4 out of 5 so I have a chance of getting into it. Am I happy? Nope, not at all, this was nice that I got selected in a company if I got selected and the company is also very nice the working domains are nice all things are good but I have to go somewhere else. I know many people doesn’t even gets this also but my path is somewhere else, atleast I think so.
As we all know if my path is not there I will not get selected or if even I got selected something will happen like before joining I would get selection in one of the companies I want to get in. Let’s see what will happen, I have just left everything on the Time and my destiny, after that every decision of my destiny and time will be accepted by me, what else option would I have other than that. I can just try and that is the only thing I am doing in everything, every interview and every exam. Rest of the day I watched a movie went to park and talked to friends, the bottom line is that I haven’t done anything profitable whole day.
Yes, just few hours ago, I just revised a package of Python that is of text to speech ‘pyttsx3’, I just did it because I just wanted to talk someone, I just wanted someone who would listen to me, but at the end as always I remembered that it will not respond to me at all, I cannot talk to it until it doesn’t gets reasoning capabilities. I literally reminds the time when I decided to go Innomatics research labs, it was very nice decision for me but I think at that time I was not ready for it that is why my destiny don’t let me go there. But I will make it happen someday, I don’t know about Innomatics but I know about my AI dream and I will make it happen one day in any condition.
If you are thinking why I am becoming this much stubborn, so let me tell you I am like this only and that thing for which I am doing this not my desire it is my need and everybody in the world becomes stubborn for there needs some even goes to wrong direction for that, at this moment of time I will obliviously say I will not go that side but time can change anything and anyone. So, let’s see what will happen and don’t worry I am not doing anything till I don’t get some job as my destiny wants me to do it first and I will definitely follow it happily otherwise it will make me follow that forcefully which will just result in nothing so I am going for the thing time wants me to go. So, that is all for today and I will get notified from TAP Cell if I gets selected in Hexaware as my whole selection process has been completed today of that company and HR has told me to wait for the notification by the TAP Cell, no information I got about other companies for now, so till there mails don’t come I am just hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“I know I am invisible for now but one day you will see me everywhere. I promise…”
