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Hello Guys,
Today my college is finally over, not completely but sort of, actually our college has enrolled us in an online course and saying if we will not pass its exam they will not give us the degree, which is totally worthless actually but our college has made this rubbish and useless rule, the most irritating thing is we are stuck in the course which doesn’t have any literally any co-relation with our college degree, our college has no control on that course or faculty of that online portal on which they enrolled us, well till date its exam date is not released the course has ended almost 1 month earlier but yet we don’t even got any exam notification, now we have completed all the exams of our college officially but now also we are stuck in this rubbish exam which we even don’t know when will happen.
Well today college gets over but in this last day just went incredibly bad, actually what happens in morning only sir confirmed the timing of our external practical so it was at 11 A.M. and the viva was going to start from the 1 P.M. and that 1 P.M. became 2:30 P.M. just because of the network teacher actually wasn’t able to listen to our voice so they tried for almost 1 hour to refresh the page and all that they could do but network problem couldn’t be resolved so whole practical exam was shifted to Zoom and then their we were joined almost for 10 minutes just in that time our Major Project teacher messaged me that our Major Project external was also at the same time.
Now these both teachers were again and again calling us at the same time, I am very much happy that this whole process went online if it had happened to offline I either would be in my HOD’s office or in Dean’s office complaining of this thing, how these both departments assigned both exams together, is there any management in this college or not, why is it named as Institute of Technology and Management if it’s own management is like this. You can’t even manage a single exam, similarly some problem came in our Physics exam and now in this external practical, and then my team mates, I was so raged today that I was thinking to give the external alone then also I gave many options to them to join to complete their external of Physics first because firstly we were already in Physics practical.
Well after that also only we 4 out of 7 were present in the external viva of Major Project, I just wanted to complete this whole headache as soon as possible so I didn’t waited for anyone I just presented our project with my 3 team mates and we 4 completed the whole external practical, now I don’t know what the heck will happen of those 3 students and I don’t even care about them, they haven’t contributed anything in the project atleast they could be present in the viva at time because of them I have to listen many things.
Firstly, when mam messaged me I explained her everything and said mam today’s viva is not even possible when she wasn’t convinced I called her and personally requested her to postponed our viva to tomorrow but she clearly said viva will only happen today otherwise everyone will be marked as absent and I can’t afford it at anyhow I never got failed or never got back in any subject ever in my life and now I will have to give back just because of one viva so I just agreed, when I told to my team mates they just started to say me to postponed the viva to tomorrow I explained everything to them but then also excuses were not getting over so I just got raged and I said I am going to give viva those who want to come they can come others can do whatever they want.
Our viva was not bad but the 3 absentees made me feel so insulted at that moment that I can’t even explain, I usually don’t feel insulted but this time everything was fine, our viva practical presentation everything was great and then also the external scolded us just because of those 3 absentees, I was trying to even ignore his words but then our subject teacher personally messaged me that it was the responsibility of the team leader to bring all the members in the meeting, those words actually are the one that made me feel insulted, I didn’t get insulted in public infront of the 30-40 students but I got insulted in private where was only 2 persons, mam who was saying those words and me for who those words were, literally I was so much hurt by those words that I can’t even explain.
I am feeling like the last day of the college gave me all the punishments of the mistakes I have and haven’t done in this semester, well our whole practical exams and all went till 5 P.M. and from then I am kind of happy infront of everyone that my college has over but inside again and again those words are coming to my mind, it is not like I never got insulted previously, I got insulted in those situations where people could die with embarrassment, I had faced those situations and that is why I stopped feeling insulted but today those words of mam literally make me feel that.
Well this all is past now and I know no one will remember this for long time except me and I don’t know what will I do in the future now yes I will continue my PUBG Mobile practice and everything that I have planned, this actually happed 2 times previously my mom said me something which strikes me and I literally cried that night and now today this happened I will not cry today but yes I don’t know when I will become again confident on myself, well let’s see what will happen in the future till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Don’t suggest things to anyone which you yourself can’t do or haven’t tried yet…”
