Making life to live on my conditions…
Hello Guys,
Today I did what I am doing from almost a week and what I haven’t done almost 5 days, I am talking about practicing game and study respectively, well firstly let me tell you about study because I will not talk so long about it, so today I completed a module of Python of my friend however I didn’t done anything of mine, just because I don’t want to it is not like I am not able to do it or what, it is just I am not able to make up my mind for it, actually for now I am fully focused on 2 things first is the surprise video of my channel and the second thing is my tournament, other then these 2 I am not able to think even third thing to do, I know many of you might be thinking that career is more important and all but for career I can’t leave my wishes or dreams and I already mentioned my dream yesterday, so I am working for it, I know about my career and I will work for that too but for that I can’t leave my gaming behind I know what it can give me which I needed the most.
So, that is the main reason of focusing more on gaming than career, once my tournament over I will again focus on my career but till then I don’t think I will do that, till then I will just practice as much as I can, well coming on today’s practice match so it was great, I eliminated 12 opponents and in that the main credit goes to Ashish, actually in every match if I had performed well then the reason is Ashish because he is the great IGL, I am just an assaulter but he is the one who, guide me when to charge and when to hold, when to take fights and when to not, I got many IGLs yet but all of my teammates including those who I know and those who I don’t know he is the best IGL I ever had.
I actually don’t think much when he says anything when he says to push I don’t think even for a second I just push straight, because I know if something happens then he have the ability to take the team to the top somehow, I believes him. That is the main thing I believes in him this much that if he said to fight 4 opponents alone then also I will not think even for a second I know he will not let me eliminate as much as he can, he will try everything to save me, sometimes he himself gets knock finish just in saving me that is why I believe in him this much, I know he will not leave till I say him to leave, if I say him to leave and keep the match going then only he leaves me otherwise if I say just save me he will try ever possibility to save me.
This is the great thing that he is a great supporter along with IGL, that is the reason of bringing him to my team I am more confident when he is in my team that is the thing that is called the synergy of team members, I am confident with my assaulting but my assaulting becomes insane whenever I play with Ashish, for comparison let me tell you when I play with anyone else, my max eliminations in squad was 6 and from when I started playing with Ashish my eliminations went to 8 and now my personal best of classic squad match is 12, in squad also I did 12 eliminations alone that is my personal best.
With Ashish I becomes beast in assaulting, I don’t know the exact reason but the reasons I think are these only I believe him, he is a great supporter and a great IGL, atleast for me I don’t know about anybody else but for me he is the exact IGL I needed, well he agreed for this tournament but I don’t know about further tournaments, well for now I am just focusing on this tournament only because this is the first tournament of my team and I don’t want to lose it in any situation, well nobody would like to lose ever if it is first tournament or any tournament it doesn’t matter so I will give my best as much as I can.
For now the practice matches are great and mostly we are playing insanely great but the problem is we are practicing in normal matches and tournaments are actually customs, you all might know customs are far different then normal matches, in normal matches everything is independent but in customs everything is dependent you have to look for placement points, kill points and for that you should know your trigger control when to fire and when to not, you have to look for third party if you can do that or not, in normal matches third parties have very less chances but in customs there is 80% chances of third party in every fight so we should be ready for that too, well if we survive these all conditions then only we can think of winning some matches in tournament.
Well the first thing which now we have to decide is the drop locations, we haven’t decided our drop locations yet, we are just experimenting for the drop locations for now, today we tried many places but I don’t think any of them would be right for the drop location, specially there are going to be 23 teams, so logically 92 players in a lobby and every team would have their drop locations and to be honest there are not even 23 drop locations in any map in BGMI, except Miramar, it is the only map and the biggest map which actually consist 23 drop locations or more than that even but none of rest have it, so we have to decide it too, well let’s see what will happen of it.
Well that is all for today, I got information about WIPRO joining which is actually started and some of our colleagues got call letter too so let’s see when our number will come till then I am just hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Career is for life, life is not for career so in making career don’t forget to enjoy your life…”
