Dad you will say, one day you will say…
Hello Guys,
Today’s day was actually very silent but almost after 6 P.M. everything was changed, sometimes I feel like time between 6 P.M. and 12 midnight is actually my time, even if I feels tired whole day but after 6 suddenly I feels energetic without any specific reason. So, I will tell you what happened after 6 but first let’s start from the beginning. Actually today I was not having any class and I was so relaxed today because the main issue was solved yesterday for which Shivani was wasting her tears that was ubuntu for almost 2 days but after finally getting it installed I was so relaxed that I thought I would sleep till 9 in the morning but I don’t know why I suddenly woke up at 7.
After that I was not having class so I just took bath got ready and went to roof as usual to get some sunlight, I talked there with my friends after that I came down as I was not having anything to do today I was just watching some random videos, than I watched a movie on TV, I can’t remember when was the last I watched movie on TV but now it was today. Actually I was just passing time somehow as you all knows I don’t like to sit idol. So, I just went to park, actually as I feels boar I goes to park to refresh my mind and talk to some of my friends.
After that when I came back to home it was almost 6 and this time when I saw my laptop, it was having a mail received, it was of Hexaware informing that I got selected in their company and they are on documentations process now. As soon I read the mail, I came to know they were also providing M. Tech. degree I was actually in a misunderstanding that their WILP (Work Integrated Learning Program) was just the training of the job unlike the WILP in WIPRO which was providing M. Tech. I finally cleared my confusion between WIPRO and Hexaware.
You yourself think if I am getting what I needed in both of the companies and I find Hexaware more suitable for my future plans and in addition it also has higher stipend so why will I select WIPRO at all. So, now I am clear which company I have to go and which is well for me. I am happy but not that much that I should be, I will come back on this why is it so and what about other companies. Before that I will continue what I did at that time, I just went to roof and firstly called to Nisha and asked her if she knows about M. Tech. she was not actually sure in it so she didn’t told me anything related to this earlier. After her I just called to almost everyone which I think it would be right to tell about it.
After Nisha I called Deeksha after her I called Nandini than Shivani I told them all everything what happened and than I went to meet Faisal, actually he is with me from 12th we met in coaching but I likes his prospective and philosophy of life so I just reached till the end of my street and called him so he told me he is out for now. So, I just went till the park and just get back to home without even entering it as it was already late from the time at which I used to go to home. So, I just went back again, I told to my dad on call as he is out to see one of my uncle, actually my uncle got a paralytic attack few days ago but now his left side whole stopped working so he went today to see him mom is also with him.
Today is also 1st marriage anniversary of Ashish’s sister and he invited us but because of this uncle I can’t go there. Well, that is okay as in happiness it is not important to be someone but you must be with everyone when they have some problem or sad times. Well, leave it Ashish didn’t says anything to me when I told him this all he also understands the conditions so he just don’t say anything to me and we all are going to Bhopal by tomorrow’s train. We will depart from Gwalior at night so we will meet at Suraj’s house so it is just fine.
Now coming back to why I am not happy actually I am happy but not that much which I should be. The main reason behind it is I am not with my friends only I got selected in Hexaware and nobody else so I am just alone, and the main thing that is coming to my mind is nobody else even got selected in any company yet so many what ifs are coming to my mind along with what wills I am just stopping my mind from thinking more about them but only I knows what is happening in my mind. Well, now coming to other companies, first I am starting with WIPRO this company I feels like it is a company with no management at all as far as I looked at it. Firstly their almost 2 meetings were postponed and than they doesn’t even update my profile even because of which I have to give my technical interview 2 times and still I am standing at same place waiting for the HR interview.
After that let’s come to Infosys, this just a vanished company for me, they actually forgets that they were conducting a placement drive in ITM University, Gwalior. Atleast WIPRO was sending us mails conducting something or atleast trying to conduct something but after examination Infosys is just vanished like they haven’t contacted us ever. Well, jokes a part now I have competition in only 2 companies Hexaware and Infosys this is something like competition between Mind and Heart as my mind is saying to join Hexaware but my heart is saying I should choose Infosys. But let’s see what will happen I will decide everything at the time of signing everything after watching the scenario at that time. I am confident on God’s plan, time and my destiny yes these sometimes makes mess but I am confident they will not throw me at a place from where I cannot progress as I am very confident on my efforts I am putting to make my dream come true. I just have one wish in my heart which is my dad will proudly say me that he is proud of me, which I know never happen but I am just trying to someday listen this. Let’s see what will happen next and tomorrow I am going and on Sunday I will give my exam of CDS and just see what will happen till than, hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“I also wants to listen 3 golden words but from my dad which are, Proud Of You.”
