I can never forget…
Hello Guys,
Today’s day was so dramatic that I couldn’t even explain, many misunderstandings came out many things were puzzled and after all this, mail of WIPRO also came today for location confirmation, let me start from the beginning, firstly today woke up a little late. That was not a big deal sometimes it happens, well I had no class but I had assignments to complete. So I got ready as I also had to go to my school with my mom to pay the fee of my sister and brother.
After returning from there I just started writing my assignment and called Nisha to join a zoom meeting I had assigned as I also had to make a synopsis for my Major Project as tomorrow I have to present it and yet my teammates didn’t even know on what project we are going to work and specially what they has to do in it. So, I will tell them everything once this presentation completes.
So, I was writing my assignments and Nisha was making my synopsis, I am wondering if I wouldn’t met her what would happen of me. Well, thankfully this is not the case. So, while doing that whole day vanished meanwhile my one sister called me and she was crying, I asked what happened why are you crying? Firstly she denied to tell the reason but after forcing her to tell she told because of you. I was just stunned at that time, after almost 5 to 10 seconds I asked what have I done?
She replied you are changed very much you don’t even wants to talk with me if I call, then also it feels like you are just listening me without ay interest. I was actually started to cry from inside at that time, I didn’t say anything to her, I just told her that my situations are not allowing me to talk to anyone this much and this is not any new thing, but this time actually neither she nor I had any time to call, if she calls also I just pickup even if I would be busy anywhere, I talk to her but the only thing was I didn’t call from my side. Well I don’t know whose mistake is in it but the reason I cried was someone who I literally care for was crying because of me.
As much as I try to do right for all every time it gets worse than before. I just somehow explained her that she was thinking wrong, that was just her misunderstanding but after all this I am still feeling guilty, I was literally not getting time and even I don’t have any thing in my mind to share with her I am just surrounded by companies, mails, exams, etc. nothing that is important for her atleast for now, but then also I am feeling bad because she cried just because of me, she cried many times because of me but never said the words she said today.
Well coming back from it, Shivani is back from her NCC camp she was from last 10 days and she is very happy from the camp now she is thinking to choose career in the defense section not properly actually she wants to go in the technology section for which according to me DRDO is best fit for her as it is the research and development organization of Indian Defense. All the tech supplied to the Indian Defense goes through DRDO. We can say all tech of defense is controlled by DRDO. So, I suggested her to search about it and try to get in it. So, let’s see how much she will prepare or how much she will search. If she reached there, it would be great and very helpful for me.
After all this mail from WIPRO also came with the letter of intent in it, I and Nisha just signed it and chose location of Hyderabad for us, Bangalore was also in the list and you might know that Bangalore is my favorite city in whole India, but I chose Hyderabad because of Innomatics Research Labs as I wanted to go there and join the Machine Learning and Artificial Intelligence course as that is very important for my dream project. But I am still thinking one thing, that is the fee of Innomatics, that is not less so how would I join it, but that’s okay we will do something we have 5 years in hand and we know how to make happen things we want to happen. Rest is all in hands of God, Destination and Time, let’s see what will happen in the future, till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“I always keep my words, if I said I will always with you, you can see me or not, you can believe it or not, I will…”
