Thought of a break but it wasn’t…
Hello Guys,
Today I did nothing, actually I thought of doing nothing but I fight to my department even today also, let me start from the beginning, so firstly as I said yesterday I had to go to my village, so for that we woke up at almost 4:45 A.M. and then we got ready till 5:20 A.M. after that almost till 5:30 A.M. we departed and reached at almost 8 A.M. as we all went from car of one of my relatives as they also went there so with them we also went.
Well after reaching there I had just to do one ritual but it was a ritual so it was important and after that I was kind of free from the work but I was surrounded with my relatives so I was not able to do anything specially practice and video related work because that both would only be done at home and from tomorrow I will continue them both, well the surprise video is almost ready just finalizing the things, so just a little more wait, well for today I played the game but I was not able to perform that well because firstly I was surrounded by relatives then I don’t had the proper place of sitting, then there was also the network issue, I didn’t had earphones so I can’t read sound also.
Actually it was just time pass for today because I and one of my cousin was very much bored there so, we just played for passing our time nothing else, we were so uncomfortable while playing that after almost 1 or 2 matches I just closed the game, there were many other factors too for bad performance, I will not say it bad performance, but I will also not say up to the mark because now I know my original performance, so I was not satisfied with my today’s performance nothing else, if I compare it with my old performance then it was quite well, so now from tomorrow I will again be in my original performance.
I am this much of confident because I have practiced that much, atleast now I can be confident with my game skills, specially assaulting, game sense and reflexes. I am very much confident on these things that if I had a proper place to sit these things will never stab back to me, well that confidence is just confidence of practice and yes some what it is also of phone because if a device is nice then it only depends on your game skills but if your device is not up to the mark your skills will just be wasted, in all fields.
Well coming out from gaming, after gaming I was just scrolling the Instagram meanwhile I got the call of our SWAYAM coordinator from her side, as today also I mailed that if possible withdraw my enrollment as I told yesterday and with that I wrote few more things as I was in rage, so I wrote many things and when she saw the mail she replied on the mail also called me and talked many things about it, one thing was that I messaged her in the staring and she didn’t replied on that and on call she refused to get the message even, now what should I do, I now also have the chats with me in which I messaged her and she saw them 2 days later and after that also she didn’t replied anything.
Today she said to me that I didn’t got anything from your side I just got mail forwarded by another teacher, I messaged her on WhatsApp and mailed her too when I mailed whole department before MD and VC sir but she said I didn’t get any of them, this thing disturbs me more and then I shouted on her, literally that was shouting and I haven’t done this if it was not needed she was proving me a liar, that increases my rage and I shouted on her.
Well after that MD sir also replied to my mail giving me permission to withdraw my enrollment from that course but VC sir replied on his mail and said no one can withdraw any enrollment according to SWAYAM guidelines and he had talked to UGC secretary and they have promised to reply on the issue in 2 days, so I am now quite for 2 days and actually now I don’t have to think much as mam said me if any problem further arises in onboarding then VC sir will directly talk to company and make them understand all the issue so now I am stress free whatever will happen is in note of everyone and now atleast my job is secured atleast it will not be cancelled because of this useless and pointless thing, so now I will be quite till company sends me anything.
Well after that I just thank to both MD and VC sir for their responses and efforts, after that dad decided to leave from there so we just departed for home at almost 7 P.M. and reached home at 10 P.M. well this delay was because of some technical issue arose in the car so in the way we fixed it also which took this extra time, so finally I reached home, Well the first thing I checked reaching home was the BGMI YouTube channel because I got a notification from the channel but I was not able to watch it there so I checked it out it was actually about a launch even in which 18 Indian PUBG streamers will compete in BGMI and with cash prize, the prize pool is of 6 Lakh INR, so this is the first event officially.
This actually initiated the mentality of tournament and now official tournaments will also be announced soon according to me in the launch event only they will announce the official roadmap of tournaments for BGMI, well it is not confirm but that is a possibility and I am looking forward to it, so let’s see what will happen till those official tournaments I will continue my practice and focus on this tournament first which is starting from 10th July so let’s see what will happen in it till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Treat the people in the way they deserves, respect is precious and self respect is priceless.”
