What is going on…
Hello Guys,
Today actually my day was just kind of relaxed, today I just stayed with me no stress, no thoughts nothing but at the end of the day something happens which forced me to think about something. Let me start from the beginning, so firstly after waking up I just went to roof, listened to some songs and talked to Nisha after some time I came down, if you all remember I told that today was my presentation of Major Project in yesterday’s blog. Actually I had forgot that our college remains closed on first Saturday and today is first Saturday, so today we had no classes.
So, no classes means no presentation but that’s okay atleast my synopsis is ready now. So, because I didn’t have any class I just watched some videos on YouTube and after that I watched a movie named ‘Train To Busan’, recommended by Nisha and the movie is literally awesome, the whole movie is basically a train travel to Busan which becomes dangerous because of some zombie virus, the movie is full of thrill and emotions and if you are kind of a self obsessed person then the movie will also try to change your this mentality, the final teaching of the movie according to me was the person who just thinks about himself, he always remains alone even when he literally needs someone’s help.
After that I just watched some stand up comedies and some calligraphy videos I like calligraphy that is other thing that my writing is not nice but I also learnt calligraphy so I am little bit interested in it too. So, I just watched some videos of that, and now I am actually missing my older version back, I am missing my project engagement, problem solving and all, I like this normal life but I think this is not made for me, my mind just goes in AI and Cybersecurity again and again, somehow I manage to bring it back but I am not satisfied by this but I also knows that this is the best thing for me specially for now, so I will try to remain in this state only but if I can’t I will definitely try something new.
My dad said a thing to me, he was asking is it important to go? I thought he was talking about Bhopal as we have to go tomorrow, I said yes it is and we have all tickets booked everything is ready, dad interrupted me and said not Bhopal, Hyderabad. I was actually shocked for almost a minute, a person who was so much happy till today morning by my placement suddenly what happened to him. I said why are you asking it, actually he talked to his dad and he told dad that going this much far is little bit risky. What if he stayed there forever, marry there and lived whole life there. I said I don’t know of living but I will not marry there this is confirm.
Today my mom supported me who always tried to stop me from going far from her. She explained dad that all the things he was thinking were pointless he started comparing me to someone he knows. I don’t even know who the heck was he but dad knew him and his son also went out and marry there and settled there only. Mom said firstly this is not his son, and secondly you also came Gwalior alone, so why not him. Your son is going to have a great future ahead and you are thinking all this, and if you don’t want him to go so buy a shop for him he will run it also.
I was already in shock what talks were taking place there and suddenly dad asked me should I, I just asked him what? he again asked should I buy a shop for you? I replied if you payed 1 to 1.5 lakh just to see me in shop then buy happily. Well, I don’t know rest I just walked out from there. What happens sometimes to people around me suddenly I can’t even understand. Well I am just trying not to think about it. But I never expected this from dad, leave it nothing can be done.
Well this was all about today and coming to professional side so we got mail from WIPRO for Background Verification, my site is working but don’t know why Nisha’s site is not working because of which her process is in wait and my too. We had mailed to the WIPRO officials but yet we haven’t got any reply, we have 18 days to complete the process so we can wait for some time but as much as I can understand they would mail till Monday evening. So, we cannot do anything for now except wait. let’s see what will happen in the future and how will happen till then hoping for the best and waiting for the rest…
“Don’t make cage from your love for someone make the sky from it to let them fly.”
